I'm sorry.
I'm sorry but it's over. It's over. It's over. It's over. Even if I didn't find out about your shady lowlife ways, I still wouldn't come back. I'm happier now. I like what I see in my future. I like that I feel more comfortable and free in the last 3 weeks then I've ever felt in the last 3 years. I'm sorry but it's true. I just don't know. . I should be angry but I'm more sad then anything. I believed and trusted you. I knew that my friends, my family, my soul . . told me no, just leave. . but being the hardheaded stubborn person that I am. I stayed. And now I'm suffer for it, I feel lost, betrayed, lost a bit of myself to you.. and now I will never get that part back. But still, I wish you the best of luck. Karma will get you, but after that is all done. . I hope that you will find that girl that's right for you. A girl that will not be me. . she'll be that girl that you wanted me to become. .
I feel a bit broken, yes I do. Maybe a little gift from Agent Provocateur, wouldn't hurt either. I have a set from them, I brought last year and I grew a cup size and now I'm screwed. I still haven't worn it cause I haven't had anything special to really wear it with or to. . A hundred something odd bra needs something pretty to be worn with. LOL. Yes, I do have a rather large obsession with lingerie. I have about 25-30+ bras and 200+ undies.
heh . . can't do much but wish everyone. . a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays.
4 comments:
aww i hope u feel better! I remember being in your shoes with my ex ex. Blah.
Lets go lingerie shopping too! Ive never heard of that brand u just mentioned, but I wouldnt mind checking em out! Maybe we can throw a lingerie party so u can wear urs..lmao.
I want more lingerie! I love bras! I bought 4 two days ago from Vickys. :D
Merry christmas to u too doll!
xxoo
<3 Penelope
Hey Girlie! FUCK ASSHOLES! That's all I gotta say... OH and get some sexy ass panties and a bra and wear that shit to the beach!
U deserve better! :) MUAH!!!
i'm sorry you're feeling that way. i hope things are a lot better when 2009 rolls around. things will get better. moving on from my ex was hard but it was the best decision ever. i have moved on found someone waaaaaaaaaaay better. you'll be okay =)
You seem to have a good head on your shoulders. Based on personal experience, I know you're on the right track - to move forward. I know you're hurting right now, but give it some time and your broken pieces will mend itself. Good things will come, just you wait and see :) HUGS.
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