21.

I'm 21 now and apparently shit goes down hill now. I mean I'm barely going anywhere with my education. I'm trying. Drug dealing, pharmacy does not really interest me but I know if I put my head in the game, I will get the $$ later on in life. I will not be a millionaire but I will be living good enough I won't have to struggle like my parents and my children will, well most likely not but they will be spoiled enough that they will be somewhat of brats. I will have my own house paid by me. Only me, not "him", whoever he may be but by me.  

Desert is this weekend. It's coming up pretty dang fast. I'm still quite surprised that my parents are letting me go. Me&Bean are being greedy and will fill up her tent with goodies/snacks. We're not sharing with the rest, we're horrible like that. Rofl. Oh well, suckers. I think I've made like several list already for what I'm bringing but yet to really pack it. I need to throw everything in my duffel. That reminds me. I would like another duffel, waiting for them sales at Macy's Home for another duffel that's going to last me for 10+ years. For make up wise. I'm bringing my EDM mineral powder [ the lightest and easiest to pack ] good coverage and easy to take off. I will bring eye liner, mascara and some blush. I hate it when I don't have blush, I look so dead without it. 

21; My birthday was okay. There's some pictures, I will get it from my sister and try to upload the ones that I got on my camera. There's nothing special. There's some face shots from work but be warned the BB cream made me like dead pale, wtf?! I think I just apply way too much sometimes, boos.