to the north pole.

My bestie thinks I'm a bit Bi Polar. The reason for that is because for the last week and a half, I've been feeling really shitty. And I know that in a few days it'll go away or it has before. I just don't know. . I am currently bored with all boys, which in turn is really bad. I liiike Boy. My Bi Lover says he just needs to step up his game, change it up a bit or else. . my ass will kick his ass good bye. Which will probably be how it ends as of right now. I don't mind the freedom that he gives me, wait no that we give each other but give me too much and I'll fcken fly. BAH.

So me and my mom aren't really talking and when she does, she's basically just bitching at me. Blah blah blah.. nonsense that I do not want to deal with at all. Not right now. It's just another rough point in our relationship, I guess. 

I am currently going to pay my bills and save for the Coach Madison bag. I do have a 30% off thing from their lawsuit. I believe I'll just get the bag, no need for the wallet since I have a Marc by Marc Jacobs wallet that I still love, so we'll see. I believe I can get it within 3 paychecks. That's well my goal anyways, so that's about a month & a half. 

" a bird with a broken wing.. " 

I believe that the girl inside me, the young, quiet, soft spoken one is had enough of all the bullshits and just want to breath easy  . .