update.

"fuck me long and hard

make me scream from it all . ."

okay, hello. I'm back, not even sure when was the last time I posted. Boy is back. [ makes me want to start singing, " my boyfriend back and you're going to get into trouble . . " ]  I'm sure I posted about that on twitter. Not that he is my boyfriend. rolls eyes* I've come to realize that I like them quirky guys, them nerds cause that would make me feel more comfortable. I don't want a hard ass, I want a funny ass. I want someone to can keep a smile on my face. But I don't like pansy asses, who aren't real men either. I want someone, who likes the same interest like me or almost the same interests. I know it's hard and I can't just go looking for this guy or else he'll never happen. We'll always bump into each other but never know what's really there. That's just how life is. 

-Boy is my "OH BABY! YUM! " kinda boy currently.

-D Sum is my "COULDBEMYBOYFRIENDBUTUHNO " kinda boy currently.

-30 is well "thirtysoontobethirtyone " and that doesn't fit into what I need for me. 

I'm not trying to jump back into a relationship but I want to be in a semi-relationship where things will actually be happening. Boy needs to step up something to show that he can even handle a relationship or at least somewhat act like we're even together. D Sum is sweet but some things aren't going there either. 

T-MO boy. Just "Hi" for now. 

I've eaten "Boiling Crab" for the last 3 weeks and I'll probably end up eating there again like this coming weekend. I like it and it's fun. . probably eat it at home this time cause I know my mom has been craving some. 

nekkid make up. That is what has become of me. I wear like "shroom" all over underneath "bare study " and just line my eyes with "blacktrack" and lots of mascara, I'm too lazy to put on them lashes. I wear "Darkness" which is similar to "Shisem" but Idurnoe, I think I might need thicker ones cause them Darkness ones don't even do anything for me. My face consist of Laura Mercier Tint Moist. in "Nude".  Laura Mercier concealer too in #2, I believe. And to set it, I use that MSF from MAC in some really light color, I actually smashed it after a week that I got it and now it's like a broken powdery base. LOL.