comfort.

If you can't handle me or even want to put in the effort to, then you sir can just DIAF.

BOY. He got into an accident on his bike, a hit & run. I woke up to a text from him about it, scared the living shit outta me. I came home around 3ish yesterday and waking up to something like that was not a good thing. He's okay, but has a fractured foot. . Poor Boy. Summer is coming up so hopefully he'll be okay since he's such a outdoor-ish person. Bah.

LBC. I like him. I don't like him. I feel him. I don't feel him. He's perfect with the imperfections. He has imperfections therefore he's perfect. *breathes.

Summer is near. I need to run. I need to stop being a little bitch about it. I need to get my tat and be done with it. I need to scream on top of a hill. I need to save for a car/bike asap. Yes, even though Boy got into an accident, I still want a bike.

My hair is kinda interesting. My mom hates it cause of the tail ish, my aunt is like .. it's part of the trends. LOL. Wait til mom sees that I freaken dyed it.. maybe next week? ROFL.

She's a dancing queen..

with a mighty big feen..

A bit of dancing @ Sevilla in LB, angered Denny's dinner, played with some sticks and balls . . pool-wised that is. Was at a little get together, kickback with the GOMEZ brother <3. Bits&pieces with LBC. [more about him later..] Spent some time with Demon, I missed him. Wished we could kick it more but at least, I know he'll always be there for me. Thick and thin. My brain is currently being deep fried through this burst of summer heat, I hate it.

Boy is no more then a oh, hi.
LBC might be something but then not cause of certain things. .

"Make them boys jump through hoops. ." said the birthday boy.

SMIRKz.

" He smirked at me with that geeky grin of his and I straight out fell over from all the butterflies in my tummy.. "

I'm not looking for mister right now nor am I looking for mister .. illlovehimforevers&forevers. I'm looking for the one that can keep a smile on my face. Someone who catches my attention. Who knows how to have a good time and be my prince with a geeky grin. . yet underneath that grin you know that he can handle me. I'm a handful, I know. 

I swoon over bikers, it's worse now that I actually got on one finally. I want a little one that I can fuck around with for a bit. I need to save & earn, eek!

I'm BAAAAACCCK.

Okay, this is according to LBC. Every time that he calls me, all he hears in the background is trance just bumping all loud in the background. ROFL. I simply breathe trance when I'm sleeping or at least about to sleep. I love it. And no, I'm not no candy lover. I just love beats, plus it reminds me of how I am. I'm like always full of energy. 

The trip was okay. There was 550 people at the wedding, I'm sure that 35% of that was my cousins friends. I spotted no one cute.  The groomsmen/groom's friends were like HEYYY to me but I'm like dude, you guys are like 10 years older then me. QUEERS. The best part was seeing family members, I mean we're not close so I guess that's somewhat okay? I like the hotel, hmms Marriott. Tiring trip.

Boys, boys, boys. . I'm getting picky as fuck again. I think I might even say that I'll do another single year. I'm not so sure. . I want someone who can stick by me and have fun. Who can handle his own shit and whatnot. I ain't here to babysit no one nor do I want someone to be here to babysit me, yannoe? 

before.

Before.

Before. Before, I go on my trip, well no, nonsense driving up to Norcal for a wedding. I think I should just blog for a bit. I miss it.

I know my blogs are random as fuck but that's just me. Currently I'm sitting on the family computer and just typing away. My Bi Lover is on a trip to a museum with LBC & LA boy. Man, we straight up and got new boys quick status. Faster then fucken Superman, for reals. [ Note, I got weird ass LA slang from LBC..uhms yeah. ] like to "Shake" is to "Bounce" the hells?

I miss Boy. He's still Boy but downgraded to somewhat down my list of boys. I'm kinda sad. I mean we had a talk cause I wanted to know if he was worth my time. To even put out the time that I already have to say that, " Hey you..CAN BE..my boyfriend", but nah. He totally took it the different way. Oh wells, fcken Boy. I mean what can a girl really do. I'm like oh wells.

EDIT LATER. I need to fucken "BOUNCE" to work. . I'm having a shitty fucken day.