A little off.

Since I "dropped" out of school. I've been a complete bum that just works a part time job. I don't really do anything with my free time. I don't review the areas in school that I'm weak on. ie. Math my worst enemy. That whore. I need to review what I need to do to start going back to school and actually put my mind into it again. Cause I mean seriously, I'm not doing jack crap. BAH.

LBC; Not into others, just into him. That must be something. Not saying I want a boyfriend cause I know that he doesn't want anything. AND then there's plenty of issues that need to be looked into if we were ever going to g0 down that path.

Vacation; I'm going to Hawaii soon. I'm excited. We're going to be there like a week or so. I think we're going on tours and whatnot. I just want to sunbathe. I want to get tan. I want to be like a shade or two darker. [:

Rice sack; I need to well get rid of it. So that I can get my rib piece. . well rib pieces.

"Cong cha nhu nui Thai Son
Nghia me nhu nuoc trong nguon chay ra
Mot long tho me kinh cha
Cho tron chu hieu moi la dao con"

that's going to be on my right rib spaced downward and then on my left side I believe I'm getting my phoenix that in
small field of orchids and then I believe I'll have like a rainbow in the background. This one is going to represent me
and my sisters. [:

Vroom Vroom, baby!

Inspired to blog? Not really. Excited about something that I even want the blog world to know about? Pretty much.

I had the best fcken time of my life on a bike today. Like the title says, "Vroom Vroom, baby!" Okay, so Ohio. Yes. There's a new one. I will be calling him, Ohio. If your lucky, maybe I'll explain about that one. So he semi-got me, since I had to park at the elementary school being that he couldn't just plain out pick me up on a bike, in front of my dad. Key note, my parents have forbade me before about jumping on a bike with my Ex. And the sad part of that was they knew him but still didn't I guess trust him with me on bike, but shit homeboy didn't even trust himself. Not a good thing. Anyways, continuing on.
Ohio got me, gave me his jacket and the extra helmet. I mean before I even got on, I asked about like fifty million questions about how I'm suppose to ask him to slow down, what do I do when he leans, blah blah .. this and that. It was awesome. Feeling the wind and anything. I absolutely love it even more now. More of a push to get my bike. Ohio laughed at me about how I told him that my Chanel bag and wallet could probably get me a good sized bike, he was like, "What?!" I think my bag would be able to get me a decent bike, helmet, jacket and gloves. Also maybe a pair of boots. I know, too crazy.
The major dislikes about it. I hate the streets and traffic and other cars. I think that's still the same how I feel about them, in my own car. Lane splitting/sharing or whatever the hell you want to call it is aboslutely scary when there's like a huge ass semi to the left of you that might even squish you. I think because I was riding "bitch", my back and stuff hurt. And then I feel super bad about hitting him on the back of his helmet. LOL.
I'm excited about going with him again but this time around, I'll be wearing a hoodie or something and maybe riding at night. I wonder how that'll be like. I felt real bad that homie was in a tee, he might not care but I surely did. Hmmms.. Ohio? Plus I believe we made plans about going to the beach often? BIKE PARKING IS FUCKEN LEGIT. LOVE IT. LOVE IT. 2 mins away from the beach and it was freaken freee!
We rode from my house all the way to Manhattan Beach. Sweet ass ride, though. I was sadly late to work but knowing who I was going to work with today, I don't think it was that bad. I also found out that my manager was born in Ohio! He got all "jealous" like, "Gasps* Are you trying to find the younger me? " I told him, "Nah, no one can replace ya! " Silly.
I need to further open up Ohio's mind about "SOCAL" or even California. He's never tried sushi, I mean WTF? And told me there's no Jamba Juice in Ohio? LOL. Give me ideas on where the hells I can take him. . I think Roscoe's would be an interesting stop too.
Oh, what else? ..Sanniet, I heart you! [:< [ Cause I know how you feel about me and my bike obsession. . teehee ]

LBC; He got more of his back done. . tatts, that is. I like. He always gets me going with his tats, his style, his swag, his damn personality . . but as I was saying earlier or before. Not too serious but how can I be? Not seeing him more then just a few hrs a week and we kinda too different but as Bi Lover said me and her are totally alike but then we're totally different. Do you guys get what I'm trying to say?

Summer is almost here. I'm excited but a little sicken by it. Why am I sicken? Cause I feel that I need to lose weight and then I need to be "tan". I like my winter months of coldness and how I can always curl up underneath my blankets without worrying about how fucken hot it is. I hate waking up "toasty warm", sick shit.

Excited for the weekend, hopefully I'll have more fun and hopefully be more inspired to blog more. LOL. Or even not be super lazy and pile on some falsies again. I want to find a very natural look but still be able to wear some falsies. I'm thinking that's like red cherry status. Tata kiddos. [:

more, please?

It is currently 2:43am as I finally curled up in bed trying to figure out what I'm going to typing up with my fingers somewhat gently tapping away at my keyboard.

My current annoyance is Vera Wang "Rock Princess" perfume. I got one of those tester card sprays and I guess it's really strong and it's all over my desk. Not into the smell what so ever but I do like Vera Wang "Princess". Weird.

I love laying in bed and just listening to slow jams. I'm somewhat secretly a hopeless romantic. I love the whole shabang of a prince rescuing a princess. I'm independent but all us girls love to be "loved and held". . I'm not currently looking nor am I semi willing to put myself out there. It's been six whole months or about to be, since me and the EX broke it off. Wow. And speaking of relationship or even anything, let's move on to the subject of LBC.

LBC. The weekend was a bummer. He spent his weekend in the Valley, I spent mine at home. He spent it too busy to even say hi, but I did get a "I miss you" text this morning at 7:58am and if you knew him, you would know that's amazing that he's even up that early. I wished it was a phone call instead. I got various of texts earlier tonight and a phone call about how we should have lunch tomorrow. He told me he was going to call before he headed to bed, uh it's 2:58am now. I'm not waiting for him but for the Popeye's that I had earlier to settle down. LOL. "man up nigguh, man up! "

I'm going to see what will I find this summer, hopefully something fun, exciting and delicious.

The world around me is ready to collapse. And it's desparately waiting to take me with it.

I got tagged by P. Thanks girl! I just tag those who weren't tagged. It's going around and around the blogger world.

TAGGed.

TAG: Getting to Know Me, Getting to Know You

What made you choose your blog?
loveShara, there's not much to it. My name plus love? LOL. Idurnoe, I kinda been using that a lot. 

What's your actual name?
Shara. 

Do you have any nicknames?
Too many. I rather not. [:<>

I love reading, easy and somewhat cheap hobby.

What do you do?
semi-student & sexteracy.

What would you like to do?
In life? That is to be determined. 

Tell us something embarrassing, but that you love doing?
Embarassing? Not so much but I do talk about sex, like no other. 

Tell us a little something that we don't already know about you.
I've been starting this thing about collecting bandanas..uh yeah.

What achievement are you most proud of?
Getting my Chanel bag on my own? Sorta.

What do you most like about yourself?
Seriously? My tits. LOL. 

What would you change about yourself if you could?
If I did, I wouldn't be me, would I?

If you could have anything in the world (that doesn't cost any money), what would you want?
To have the family be happy for the rest of their lives without working so hard.


“When accepting this auspicious award, you must write a post bragging about it, including the name of the misguided soul who thinks you deserve such acclaim, and link back to the said person so everyone knows she/he is real. Choose a minimum of seven (7) blogs that you find brilliant in content or design. Or improvise by including bloggers who have no idea who you are because you don’t have seven friends. Show the seven random victims’ names and links and leave a harassing comment informing them that they were prized with Honest Weblog. Well, there’s no prize, but they can keep the nifty icon.
List at least ten (10) honest things about yourself. Then pass it on!”

Okay, so here goes....

10 Things: [ I think I just stated facts. ]

10. I'm 5'2. . but I like 5'7"+  boys? Requirement. 

9. I like HK enough, but not over obsessive with it. I can't say that I'm HK's #1 fan.

8. I'm so not into sports, like seriously I'm not.

7. My favorite color is red. My room's current theme is black and red, I know bloody.

6. My best friends are guys except for one. I hate girls.

5. If I am to have kids, I'll be an even number of 2 or 4. I prefer boys too.

4. I have about 250ish books in my room. About another 200ish pairs of panties & about 65 bras.

3. I like big dogs, that's why I have a fatty GS & a GS Husky mix. My rescued babies! 

2. I own Chucks in different colors. [ Black, Red, Purple, Pink, Grey..& will add more soons. ]

1. I can listen to trance, 24/7. I am not a candy head. 

But but but. .

yeah.

Laurell K. Hamilton, one of my few favorite authors is going to release her next book in the Anita Blake series on June 2nd, then she's going to release the next Merry Gentry book in October. Oh shit, I can't wait. I have both series somewhere and the great part of it was that i got most of it used, well no not the Merry Gentry series. [Random, side note I know. ]

I haven't been blogging much and I'm not sure why. Nothing really interesting to really be blogging about. I'm going to try to stick my head back into schooling, so that I can get the $$ and really make something of myself. I think I will go into a field where I can deal with a lot of people. I like talking and giving my opinion of things, we'll see where that'll lead me. I need to talk to the people at school, hmms.

LBC. Hiiim. Not serious about it. But kinda feel that it could be something. I'm kinda confused actually. Sighs*

I want a new bag. A fancy bag. I'm thinking somewhere in the lines of an LV bag BUT that $$ could also be saved to go get me a fancy bike that I can pet daily, rofl. I'm thinking a shiny white bike or a bike that if I fck it up with scratches or anything no one would notice. Hmms.