kisses, sweet pea.

lost in hollywood; system of a down

I love listening to system, no matter what's my mood I can always listen to them. I remember there will be days where they would be the only thing that I would listen to. Nonstop, randomly playing different songs. Love it. Yet in the back of my mind, I feel the small tinge from having the deal with the memory of EX, since it was his favorite band.

I don't really blog here as much anymore. I do quick blogs on tumblr, though. I'm going to do a quick update since I have about an hour or so til M gets out of the gym. We're going to watch Transformers 2 with well Portillo and Bi Lover. Oh how the times have changed. This will be our first outting together again. This shall be an entertaining night.

I barely wear make up, anymore. I got it down to concealer, skinfinish, brows, mascara and brows. Damn. Since the "switch" I have really toned it down with the make up and its quite an interesting experience. I enjoy it more. Currently though, I have a light spark of purple since I'm wearing a battered purple tee with a black jean skirt. Haha. . yes, I'm going to be adventurous and wear a skirt around M. That horndog. .currently the sex fiend to my sex fiend? LOL.

Maui got me a slight shade darker but not even dark to say that I went on a week vacation to well Maui. Err yeah.

Getting those 3 stars down my neck makes me want to get more tattoos. I'm currently waiting for well the fall so I can get my paragraph down my right rib.

LAKERS @DLAND.

Okay. I'm not a fan. Not a big one. I ain't following the bandwagon. My girl LOVES .. LOVES.. the fcken Lakers. LBC LOVES the Lakers. . I'm just thrown all up into it. Went real early morning and got a few shots of Kobe. . [ REAL SORRIES THAT WELL ITS KINDA BLURRY. ]

Pillow Talks.

Laughing and being a bit cracked out with Bi Lover since we had a few hours of sleeps. <3

NOTES*
I fcken love my Bi Lover. She's dopez.

Asiian. Sweet & nice to me. I'm glad too. He's a heart breaker, ladies. Known him for 7 years, damn. It's been that long. Yet, we just connect. Someone I'm comfty with without having to "prove" myself. Known him too long for that.
LBC. HIMSELF. Describing him is not as great as actually know him. His personality. How real he really is. A reminder that he could be the guy verison of me sometimes. So alike but yet so different.
Boy. A small smile to the face, I guess. Got hurt and now I just feel pretty annoyed. 2.5 months later and now you want to say that your sorry and that you missed me this whole time?! I just don't know how I really feel about it. Could I really say much? He was basically the one after the EX. Frustration. He grew some balls and man'ed up about how he felt about me, 2.5 months later. Nigguh PLZ.
M. Just "hi" for now. [:

babyguh..

Don't be jealous. Don't got to hate cause I have what you don't have. Don't think that your shit don't stank. Don't got be gossiping about me cause you'll never be me or even close to be.

Banana Bay was okay, this time around. I mean the food is decent and even though it's far as fuck, I still have fun. The service was beyond terrible, which gives Portillo more of a chance to say that because he's with us [ bi lover & me.. ] we'll get horrible service. Which isn't true being that there's a lot of other "minorities" around us. "EH. " I love watching the asian scene around me. I haven't been comfortable about my asian crowds in a while, actually. There was a few guys that kinda looked like LBC from behind, ROFL. You know the typical.. "wide based hat backwards, semi skinny jeans with a plaid shirt.." easily seen around town. I hate it/I love it. I hate scenes.

GAH. LBC. HE FRUSTRATES ME. HE AMUSES ME. HE JUST HIM. GAH.

" I got a half nekkie boy with tattoos & piercings, next to me.. what to do with him?! " LOL.

3 am.

Ok. Ok. I'm up. Why? Especially at 3 am? Because as I laid in bed, all nicely and sweet tucked in. I hear a blast of something. Of course at this point, I want to kill who ever that's calling me but then I hear .." my lips like sugar . . . .this candy got you sprung. ." LBC's ringtone, picked up. . all sleepy and groggy. He's lucky, I like him enough to even pick up at this point. He just wanted to tell me, he misses me and good night. Another 15 goes by, I get another phone call that he wants to sleep on the phone with me. He has his hip hop blasting and I well have my r&b, slow jams blast.. He's lucky that I'm not listening to my trance. LOL. [:

** I know, a 3 am event about nothing. .**

Speaking about events. I got Q's about the upcoming event of "New Moon". I think, I might be there. I would be at Disneyland like early morning til before the event since LBC is going to his own event. I will not confirm this though til like maybe the week of. More details of it all later.

Baby, let it rip.

Welcome, welcome. Let's take some time and have a recap about my weekend.

Watched "UP" in 3D. I found out that I am truly a evil person to an extent, of course. I laugh at others misfortunes in the movie. I really thought the movie was really cute. It was a 930 showing, so I had to deal with very little annoyances from little kids. I kept the 3D glasses and will pop out the lenses to use for my daily craziness.

I spent a good deal of Sunday with my best friend, "Diabloroker ". He took me to watch "Drag me to Hell", thanks bestie! I hope you get bruises from all the times that I punched you, throughout that movie. I am one that is the biggest pansy when it comes to scary movies. I can not stand them. I am always forced to watch them for some reason. Gah. The last time, I watched a scary movie, I uh seriously punched my date. It was a moment to remember, I guess. But still, thanks bestie for it.

**If you guys are in the OC area and want to go to an event on June 12th. It's called "New Moon" and the info can easily be found at "www. diabloroker. com"**

LBC; He is back. He had things to do and now he's back. I miss him. I thought I wouldn't hear anything from him til Tuesday but he called me a little after work. I think I'm falling but things still keep me from truly letting myself go. Homeboy needs to work harder, haha. I'm a sucker for his tats, his snake bites, his damn personality. I love it. Yet when I see others with it, I don't think, " Oh hey, he's cute..", I think .. "HE" looks better with it. . or that I just miss him. WTF?! Is he doing to me? I don't dare to ask. I do hope that he'll be free, the 12th to go with me to Disneyland. *Dances a little. *

I currently have this small obession for belts. I want different studded leather belts. I like leather belts. I don't know why but I just want to put a belt with all my outfits..which all consist of shorts or jeans anyways. My daily outfits are a v neck ish tee, jeans & a belt. I'll wear flip flops, vans or chucks. I need a pair of green chucks soons. I LOVE chucks. Love them.

I listen to slow jams, love songs, r&b a lot more now. I just jam to it. Sing a long and not think of anything else.